Come January We’re Frozen Inside
February 5th, 2008In case you’ve missed the theme around these parts lately, my love of winter is slowly escaping out the back door as a feeling of uneasiness and downright blah-ness takes over. Even my trip to Phoenix with Jeff on Saturday night (which I’ll post pics of tomorrow) couldn’t bring me out of my funk. Half of my issue is that I’m still recovering from the flu, and the other part is, as I’ve previously mentioned, the weather is slowly stealing my soul. Yesterday was a snow day and instead of being excited to not have to go into work, I felt like a caged animal. I cleaned house, did laundry, and listened to way too much Ryan Adams (geez, that guy can be depressing), but in the end, the day just felt like lingering death. I’m positive it’s nothing as serious as seasonal affective disorder, and while I’ve never been one to freely admit weakness, I could use a few extra hugs and rays of sunshine right about now.
Music is my life. Everything can be expressed, handled or just felt more deeply with the right chord or phrase. I have been blessed with some amazing friends and am still at that point where my life is an open book. If you’d like, stick around for a bit and help me write a few chapters…